All answers are inside

I ran away from myself for a very long time, allowing the state and mindset of a victim to control me. I gave other people power over my life as if I were a guest in my own life. This led to chaos in my life and work on myself when I faced reality—everything starts with me, and I am the answer to everything. At first, I wanted to deny it and look for someone to blame, but then it didn't make sense because I realized that this was happening to me because I allowed it; it was comfortable for me to remain in a childish position. My immaturity was my response to this.